I Don't Even Know Why I Have This O.o

summerbarefootbluejeannight:

summerbarefootbluejeannight:

PLEASE REBLOG. You could help bring her home.

I’m literally begging you. REBLOG REBLOG REBLOG

… . . I gave up the BEST i ever had and probably the Best i will EVER have. I usually never vent but its 3:38am and i cant sleep thinking about her. I hate it and i don’t want to think about it but its probably the WORST decision i have ever made. Nobody could replace her. Trust me I’ve tried. Nobody would do all the crazy shit she did for me nor would i feel the same way to do all the crazy shit i did for her. It killing me to see her with someone else but some part of me wants her to because i Truly want her to be happy like no bullshit cliche stuff but i genuinely want her to have someone that would treat her better than i did. To be there when i wasn’t. To see her as i do now :/. I wish it didn’t take me all this shit to realize how much she meant to me. But you know what they say you never know what you had until its gone. But now its gone for good. The irony of it all is that subconsciously i keep trying to please her even tho i don’t know it and she doesn’t see it. For example, id try to change my look but in the end i realize that she would have liked how i look now when i was still with her. My hair is our of my face and i dressed better but its too late. I would do almost anything for her. Even more ironically even tho i want her to be happy with her new boyfriend, I know deep down inside that nobody will love her as much as i do. and the sad part is … i still do. 

(Sorry for all the grammatical errors I’m new to venting) 

OK last one then im off to the gym to trick :]
I wanna perfect my cork :/ 

I never post pictures of myself but i liked my hair today :]

heyfunniest:

1. REBLOG AND CLICK THE PICTURE
2. WAIT FOR 5 SEC.. and press “SKIP”
3. Try Typing your name, tumblr URL, etc..

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